The Green Seraphim of Light: Reclaiming Your Inner-Authority
There is a time on our healing journey where we are faced with questions around our will, inner-authority, and how we relate to authority in general. Energetically, authority resides in our solar Plexus Chakra, where our inner fire burns bright and the emotional flow from the Sacral Chakra rises to the take actions. Here, it meets the yellow essence of our Manipura (city of jewels) which might be tainted by family and cultural formatting, patterns, and/or expectations from the group, thwarting our efforts to create from authenticity.Liberating the Solar Plexus becomes a priority.
Currently, a powerful energy is swirling around the planet and humanity as a whole. A force we can harness to propulse out of old patterns of resentment and anger. This force presented itself to me as the Green Healing Dragon, or The Seraphim of Healing light. They are currently here to help the planet and the collective ascend towards higher loving grounds and they are available on the individual level to help you uncover subconscious anger, understand it, and use it to build from authenticity.
Here, I would like to share with you what I have learned from them in hope that it might help you on your healing quest. At the end, I disclose a bit more about this powerful force but first, let’s look at inner-authority and the fire that burns hot within ourselves.
Tsunamis do not start at the surface…
I will focus on two main types of Authority:
Outside authority: gouvernement, laws, teaching bodies, … anyone that is outside of me.
Inner-Authority: my ability to chose based on what aligns with my values and my authentic self.
Navigating our life based on bosses, colleagues, managers, friend groups, family, can sometimes be a source of outside authority that dictates how we make decisions. The pressure of societal norms and expectations mixed with our desire to receive praise or simply being seen results in behaviors that goes against what we actually want to do. We start feeling the need to receive external validation over our own internal one.
Repressing our personal flow of energy has consequences on our body as well as on our degree of happiness and feeling of fulfillment.
When the soul has had enough of compromising and abandoning itself, it will overload & short circuit to force you into a form of never-ending rebellion that will not make sense to you if you have not spent some time to explore your own emotional landscape. Therefore, you might catch yourself denying yourself the pleasures, needs, or wants you know are good for you. Indeed, the energy wants to reestablish balance and counteract all the yeses you have freely given by nos you did not express; the wound is now turned inward and you might tap into a pool of resentment that has slowly turned into rage.
This rage is like a tsunami: huge, uncontrollable, unforgiving, and destructive. But a Tsunami doesn’t start on the surface. It begins below what is visible, sometimes in the most insignificant moments.
Control or Inner-Authority?
Inner-authority is the internal compass that tells us what is aligned, correct, sustainable, and true for you. It is not based on fear or pressure. It is not based on what makes sense on paper and it is especially not based on what other people want.
With this definition of Inner-authority, I understand why a lot of the healing process is about unlearning what was imposed onto us (values, beliefs, roles,…) and being courageous enough to make different decisions aligned with our true wants and needs.
I also believe that discovering what we truly want is sometimes the work of a lifetime. There will always be something influencing us on some level and that is okay. Listening to what our heart wants and taking the risk of making mistakes allows us to experience more freedom by making different, sometimes opposite choices. Reclaiming inner-authority also reclaims freedom through the our actions.
Throughout my life, I have witnessed how often we avoid true accountability by hiding behind external obligations, expectations, or circumstances instead of standing firmly in our own choices. Why do we do this? The reasons are rarely simple. Sometimes it is rooted in survival, fear, guilt, or deeply ingrained patterns we developed long ago. My intention is not to judge these behaviors as I recognize them in myself as well, but to better understand them.
In my opinion, as we reclaim our inner authority, we are invited to take full responsibility for our own lives: our choices, our actions, our healing, and the direction we choose to follow. At the same time, we learn to release the responsibility we have unconsciously carried for other people's lives. We can support, guide, and love others, but we cannot live their journey for them, just as they cannot live ours. To me, accountability is the recognition that our lives belong to us. When each person embraces that responsibility while respecting the sovereignty of others, we move toward a more coherent, compassionate society where people's needs, desires, boundaries, and inalienable right to exist as they are are honored with mutual respect, rather than trying to control others.
There is a difference between inner-authority and control. Control comes from fear while inner-authority comes from the deep knowing of the self. To heal and reclaim our inner-authority, it is essential to dive into ourselves, to learn what has been imposed as a core belief by the other.
Inner-authority is not about dominating or being better than my peers. It might simply exists in transcending my own limitations while recognizing the same brilliance in others.
Anger as the messenger of worthiness
Emotions are our best allies. They carry information the mind has a hard time to comprehend because it is not logical. Emotions are the language of the heart (and the body!), they speak in a different dialect than that of the mind, but in essence is the same language. Yet, emotions are one of the ways the heart communicates with the conscious mind. They are felt through the body before they can be understood by the intellect.
I like to see emotions as the water element and the mind as electricity.
Water gives direction and electricity gives power. Aligned together, they create energy. Therefore, emotions are the current beneath the surface, while the mind is the light it powers. When our emotions are observed, understood, and used properly, they can support our mind to go further, our consciousness to open, and our awareness to widen. However, the mind needs to be willing to be transported in ways that might not always be planned or be logical. The mind must take a leap of faith in disconnecting from its safety mode and allow the water to lead it in unknown territory…
When our heart is open, explaining how we feel will not always make sense. Sometimes it is simply because we do not have to right words, or simply because we are just going through a wave of emotions that is linked to something simply triggered by the present moment, but reaching back to the beginning of our life.
Linking in back to authority, when our sense of choosing has been controlled by outside sources and our will has been crushed by expectations of systems and people who have no right to do so, the awakening can be tough. We recognize that we were not guided toward our own flourishing. Instead, we were often conditioned to make systems function more efficiently or to carry emotional burdens that belonged to other people. But at what cost? We might have abandoned ourselves, let the dreams pass by, denied ourselves of desires, wants and needs that were the core of who we were. We are further away from who we truly are and when we recognize how much of ourselves was sacrificed in order to belong or survive, resentment, anger, and/or rage appear.
Anger is fire, it is heat, it is active, defensive, aggressive,… Anger is here to protect us. It protects us from being hurt. In the case of inner-authority, it is a reminder of our worthiness. It is there to remind us that the way we are being treated or the way we treat ourselves is not aligned with what we are worthy of. In my opinion, anger comes as evidence that the self remembers its worth. Honor the feeling of anger and become curious about the message that it carries for you in that moment. It might be trying to protect you from dishonoring yourselve or taking yourself for granted.
Working With The Green Seraphim of Light
Around 2023, I started receiving wisdom from beings that presented themselves as dragons. They were ushering a message around deep transformation and change. I first saw them as beings of light, almost like rays of light swirling around me. They felt fair, supportive, and righteous. They arrived as the world was entering a time of deep transformation itself and I wanted to work with them to allow my work to be transformative and more beneficial for people and their desire to live more aligned lives.
In the month of June, the Green Seraphim of Light was swirling around my life, teaching me personally what it means to use anger in a new way: to reclaim my worth. I did not know what to expect nor did I know that this lesson was coming by the way. (I believe that the energetic essence of this Green Seraphim of Light is present in other representations from different cultures and spiritual practices. I am simply sharing my experience of it as my truth and not the Truth.)
Only when the lesson was learned, the drawing was drawn and this post was written did I understand what the past month of June meant: A complete removal of self-abonnement and reclaiming of my inner-authority.
The Green Seraphim of Light: Transmuter & Teacher of Rage, Anger, and Resentment
Today, I invite you to work with this intense energy if you feel called to it. There is no specific way to call in this energy, it is readily available for you if you choose too. You simply must grant the energy to work with you and support you in letting go the old version of you that accepted compromise as a form of currency, and you overpaid. Time to reclaim your worth.
You can feel this energy through heat, and hot spells where you find it difficult to cool down. The sensation of being hot is the perfect ground to create a discomfort strong enough that it will push you to liberate the anger and rage you have had to bottle up for years, sometimes for decades. Summer seems to be the best moment to address this release, maybe this is why the Summer solstice uses fire as an elemental to usher in the summer.